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~carrion--crow i'm gonna be posting my stuff over there. i just want a fresh start for no real reason. a fresh start just sounded nice. ironically the first picture i'm going to be posting is a remake of an old character. derp.
...how do I have 100+ views on my top 8 pictures? Normally I'm at 70 at most. Followers, you confuse me.
On December 2nd I got 113 views. Did somebody give me a shout out or something? Because I didn't post any pictures that day. I'm just curious honestly. If you guys have any other ideas feel free to share them with me!
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get your butt in here. we're having a party and you're missing out.
Having like 3 years build up is kind of annoying. All group pictures have been deleted annnddd about a third of what was left was shoved off into scraps. Wheeee~
Today in Chicago was a Two Gallants, my favorite band, concert. Its 18 and over so I couldn't get in but my brother still went even though he had bought the second ticket so I could go. He didn't know it was 18 and over, so he kind of felt bad because I've been bummed out about missing it for the past few weeks.

Anyways during the concert he tried to call so I could hear them play but of course it was shit quality so I hung up. My brother also took two pictures of the two band members playing. Which meant a LOT to me.

But thats not what has got me all giddy. About a half hour ago my phone ran and it was my brother so I answered and it was a different person. I didn't notice straight away and couldn't hear too well in the beginning so it was a little confusing. But none the less it was fucking Tyson Vogel, the drummer of the band. He said he was sorry I couldn't go and that they'd play again and try to get it in "an area more accessible" for me. I said that'd be great and that I'm looking forward to it. He then said "You're brother seems like a pretty good guy" which is the BIGGEST compliment anybody could ever say to me even if its not about me. I said that he was and Tyson chuckled. Then we said it was good to meet each other and hung up. Right away I started shaking and...crying LOL, for a good 15 minutes. I couldn't stop, I needed to tell somebody.

So I wandered into my parent's room and right when I was about to wake my mom up my brother called again. I ran out and answered the phone and said hello. Right away this time I could tell it wasn't my brother. His voice was deeper and more gruff. He said "hey this is Adam, I'm sorry you can't make it out today" and I was so rattled. Adam Stephens was talking to me! I swallowed the frog in my throat and said "Oh its okay!" Adam seemed a lot more straight forward and to the point because he just said "We'll play again and I'll see you next time." Of course I couldn't think straight or say anything besides "Yeah I'll be looking forward to it!" Then we hung up and again, I started balling. I walked into my parents room again and woke my mom up. And told her what happened. I could tell by her voice she was extremely excited for me, ahaha as lame as it is to say. I talked to her for a bit and she dropped my brother a text then I walked back into my room. Called up Emily on skype and told her. And I've been crying and shaking all the way up to this point (I'm still tearing up a bit). 40 minutes after talking to Tyson.

I'm not one to cry about things at all. So, this is really saying something. I really have the best brother in the world, I can't believe he managed to get them to call me. I don't know how he did either! He told me he was trying to get them to call me before the show and I just shrugged it off. Ahaha I really felt like I had to tell everybody about this. Its seriously one of the happiest moments of my life.


Tl;dr: I fucking talked to Adam Stephens and Tyson Vogel from Two Gallants my favorite band.
I want to be a gazelle.
Guys. Send me some good dubstep artists/songs. I know you have some GIMME THAT SHIT NOWWW.
durk a durk a durk
Which OC should I use?
I was leaning to Baine [link]
But then I though "LULZ WHAT ABOUT A HUMAN DROID HURRHURR" so maybe that?
Also there's Lucas and Morgan Pete I could use so help me please. LOL
Oh I also have another oc in my noggin thats yet to be shown so yeah leaning a lot towards him

Leave a comment saying which one I should use
-Baine
-Human Droid
-Lucas
-Morgan Pete
-Secret OC [link]
I LOVE YOU TARYN. <33333333333

Hey I got a question that I need answered,

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 18, 2011, 8:40 PM




As of late I've felt EXTREMELY uninspired. Literally nothing inspires me. I feel like I have absolutely no reason to draw and even when I sit here and force myself to draw the best I get is the circle shape to the head before I close out of SAI and go do something else. I was just wondering if anybody else has felt this way and if so, do you plan on going into an art career? I plan on becoming a concept artist myself and from what I've read and heard is that you need to constantly want to draw and be able to constantly whip designs out your ass. Two things I can't do. So yeah I feel really discouraged at the moment. And I bet you're thinking "Well then get a new career plan" and my response to that is. I simply don't want one and I don't want to drop my dream of being an artist. I look forward to working with a team of amazing artists. But like I said I don't fit the requirements for this career and overall I just don't feel I'm good enough in general. I'm not fishing for compliments and honestly I don't want to hear any, it'd just piss me off. I just want the question I asked answered and I guess if you feel you really want to go ahead and leave suggestions on trying to get my need to draw back.

TL;DR: Look at the fuckin' bold.

Fuckin Memes.

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 27, 2010, 3:55 AM




Alright I wanna see how you guys do. :icontrollfaceplz:
Stolen from :iconscarfu:

( 2 Points ) My name:
( 2 Points ) My last name:
( 5 Points ) Take a stab at my middle name:
( 3 Points ) Who am I in love with:
( 2 Points ) Where did we meet:
( 2 Points ) What kind of car do I drive:
( 2 Points ) Where do I work:
( 3 Points ) Something that I am afraid of:
( 2 Points ) Do I smoke:
( 3 Points ) Do I drink:
( 2 Points ) Do I have any siblings:
( 2 Points ) How many:
( 1 Point ) Do I like 'em:
( 4 Points ) What's one of my favorite things to do:
( 2 Points ) How many piercings do I have:
( 3 Points ) Name a song that I love:
( 4 Points ) Am I shy or outgoing:
( 3 Points ) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
( 2 Points ) What’s my favorite color:
( 3 Points ) Name something I hate:
( 4 Points ) Name a talent I have:
( 4 Points ) Do I have any pets:
( 5 Points ) What is the color of my room:
( 5 Points ) Give me a movie or TV quote that I love:
( 5 Points + on creativeness ) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

WELL SNAP

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 23, 2010, 3:49 PM



So,
IM A SUPER DUPPER CUTIE PUMPKIN LIKE KAWAII DESU <3
I WANNA GET EVERYONE A RAINBOW FOR CHRISTMAS AND GIVE EVERYONE A BIG HUG
<3 <3 <3

BUT REALL,
Ive been hacking ~flowers1011's Facebook...
And now
SHES GETTING HER REVENGE


THATS RIGHTT GUYS <3
This is that tool Flowers1011 ; u ;

I kinda hacked her account cause im ninja like that
and well shes at easy prey being sick and all.
Bwa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haaaaa!

Welll now what
lets see
Uhhhh i have to get ready for work C:
SO yeah
Everyone comment and remind Jess to get better <3
and get a less creepy friend who hacks her account



Feature <33


FAMILY
:iconpapasam::iconsilversteel-alchemis::iconflowers1011:


NOT SICK.

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 21, 2010, 3:08 AM




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Okay yeah I'm sick.

I just realized

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 6, 2010, 2:03 AM




how busy I really am this week. Monday I'm not doing anything (luckily). Tuesday I have my art class. Wednsday I'm getting my hair re-styled and dyed (takes 2-5 hours, not kidding). Thursday I'm getting my braces off. And Friday I'm going out to Chicago with my mom, grandma, and great grandma.

This is fucked up, I normally have nothing going on. I guess I'll have to attempt to get to sleep earlier this week. :c

Anyways tell me what you have planned this week. I want something to reply to when I wake up tomorrow. Which is in like 2 and a half hours LOL.

You know..

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 3, 2010, 11:03 AM




I really fucking love that vistor thing because I love creepin' on who's creepin' on me. So its like a creepy party. I don't know if thats good or bad....

SEXY MEMBER WHAT

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 27, 2010, 12:39 AM




FUCK NANER. SHE'S TOO NICE. Like legit guys. I wanna cry of joy here.

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I'm working on a headshot of my character for :iconthedevilscourt:. Totally found out about them through Helix and Ten and now I want to try for Diamond King position. ; u;

Oh and I'll turn on my mic so you can hear my shitty singing and occasional talking to Silver~
TEHEHEH DON'T TELL NANER <3

Comment with one of my characters, and I'll respond with;
Can be more than one~

01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Turn-ons
08. Favorite food
09. Crushes
10. Favorite music
11. Biggest fear
12. Biggest fantasy
13. Bad habits
14. Biggest regret
15. Best kept secrets
16. Last thought
17. Worst romantic experience
18. Biggest insecurity
19. Weapon of choice
20. Role Model
The two spots were taken~

:iconpokesteam: is currently in need of two mods.
The pokemon available are Reshiram and Raikou.

But for Raikou a part of their information has already been made. She's the youngest sister of Barrington and Rosewood. We'd prefer for that to stay the same but if you really feel you want to make her a male then we can change that. The only thing that can't be changed is them being the youngest of the Coppershire family. The rest is up to you~

So if you feel like you're interested send me a note and we'll talk about it. C:

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